BUT LET'S BACK UP...

until I realized...

It's a long story but here's the gist- After loosing my brother and husband, I became a magnet for narcissistic abuse which depleted my self-worth and my ability to care for my babies who were only 9 months and 3 years old when their father died. So I did what any other well intentioned mom would do; I enlisted myself in therapy and counseling, joined multiple support group and took loads of medication to battle depression, anxiety, and PTSD for years...

All the pretty pictures of me you see online are taken AFTER I hit rock bottom and attempted suicide. So I didn't get to where I am today by Easy Street or some other romantic story. I got here through a GRUELING DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL.

I WAS
DEALING

I'm not suggesting that therapy, counseling, support groups, or even medication is wrong - I'm just telling you, they never worked for me. If they work for you- then I'd only ask you one question:

Before you
flip your lid...

NOT
HEALING

What does healing really mean?

any means of healing that work for you - including western therapies are good but are you healing? or just dealing?

That was the exact question that  changed everything for me.

Discover what it means to heal

And now i want to help you answer that question too.

When I realized I couldn't define what healing really means,  I told myself I'd stop at nothing to find the answer - For my boys, for myself, and for the world around me.